Something in this world is broken...and we are supposed to hold our palms over the wounds...

There is something wrong in this world…There is something that tells us its okay when its really not…There is something that tells us to run from hope…There is something that tells us not to trust in the one things that is constant, the one thing that has been and will be forever…No matter how far you try to run from truth, it hits you like a ton of bricks…One day you are sitting there contemplating what all of it means and why anything happens, and the next minute you realize that there is a reason for everything…You begin to see that it all fits like a puzzle, hard to see the end result at first, but the farther you go, the more your goal becomes visible…The more you feel like a person with a purpose…You see that there are so many people that hurt and are lost just like you were and still are at times…Your heart breaks as it hits you all at once that this world is lost…So…what are you going to do about it?

Changing...

So this weekend I went down to Huntington to see Abe and met some sweet people and toured a pretty cool college…On Sunday I went with him to his church that is above a coffeehouse called Springwater…The pastor has dreads, is in his twenties, and wears jeans…He’s my hero…:) What he talked about though, was even cooler…He was talking about Paul in his letter to the Corinthians…about how some people were what Heath (the pastor) called scholarly Christians, or they were the Christians who lived out their faith my their deeds and works…They did not separate their deeds and works…Heath talked about that fact that there are people who just sat around and talked about the Bible and what certain things meant, and there were those who found answers by living out the life Christ said to…They served the people, obeyed God wholeheartedly, and had no possessions, everything was everyone’s…Problem with all this is, it really is no different today…So many people talk Christian, walk Christian and act Christian, but in their heart, God has no place. Funny thing is, no matter if I know it or not, I am that hollow Christian a lot of the time...I throw God on the side burner and try to get through the day on my own...Most of the time it works, another funny thing...But it's those times that you just let God take over and run it all that life seems complete and worth getting up in the morning for..Sorry if I make no sense, thoughts are just flying around...

...jake

Faith...

Faith…what a word....Anyone can have faith in anything, a god, a friend, a pet…But the faith that is forever is faith in God…Sounds like a Sunday school pat answer right? Of course…funny thing is, it’s so true and obvious that sometimes people look over it and go their own way. In Blue Like Jazz, Don Miller says the thing about Christian faith is that you believe it and don’t believe it at the same time…It’s the thing that I love about it…You can try to explain to someone why you believe what you believe, but sometimes its harder than stale bread because either you chicken out or you realize the Christian faith is a huge mystery. I’m not saying this is an excuse for failing to share your faith with someone, because explaining how much of a mystery it is really could interest someone…Now if what I have just said makes little or no sense, its understandable. ADD and a tired brain will have that affect. J In essence, what it comes down to is realizing there is something greater than anything we see, hear, or touch. There is something out there that our minds cannot comprehend, no matter how hard we try. God created it that way. He wants us to understand what we need to, and keep the rest a mystery, which is what is so awesome about believing in Him. You keep going and growing and you never reach the end, at least here. What I have come to realize is that God can blow your mind everyday if you just look at the sun, stars, nature, and maybe someone you love who God has put in your life. For that moment, if never before, you believe with all that you have, and hope you become everything He intended you to be.


"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see."
Hebrews 11:1